Sometimes being me isn’t any fun.
I have a chronic health issue, problem, condition, call it what you like I call it IT. That’s all just IT. I won’t go into what IT is because that would be really boring. I bore myself with IT sometimes.
IT is not contagious, or for me disabling, (some are disabled because of IT) or any other of a myriad of horrible things IT could be. IT is not something that will cause my death though I will die with IT.
I know what caused IT and why IT will never be completely gone. Lots of people have this same thing to a much greater degree. I was told that with surgery few people have close to 100% success, most have a little relief, some have good response and there is a 30% chance the surgery will make IT worse. I opted to have the surgery and I was fortunate that I had good response and IT is less of a problem than before the surgery.
But you know what? I am sick and tired of putting on a happy face when I am miserable!
OK, end of Pity Party.
Today, I think is just one of those days…
I am rarely miserable and except for IT I am blessed with good health.
Thanks for listening. Now go on with your day. I feel soooo much better.